Monday, September 27, 2021

Walk with me through my Covid Experience


Part 1 – Leading up to the day

A week like any other. I work from home and my wife and daughter leave every morning, one for school and the other for work. Got my hair cut, went to spirit Halloween, Drive in Movie to see Candyman, down to madeira beach to have grouper and Dockside Dave’s. Unless I was in a crowded area, I had no mask on. I wore it when I felt uncomfortable or in highly populated areas. Labor Day was mostly staying at home not going anywhere. Tuesday after work attended the Clw Threshers game with my fam. Again, wearing the mask only if I felt uncomfortable. Had stuffy head but no different from normal for someone who has constant allergies. I got the covid vaccines and in 2021 I always wore a mask in public until recently.

Part 2 – The Day

Woke up and said yep, I got a sinus infection. I know the signs. Been here many times before. The first hour I was up I kept thinking this feels different then a normal sinus infection. Symptoms are different and, in some cases, worse. My body does not normally ache like it does today. After talking it out with others I agreed that it would be a good idea to get tested for Covid so I proceeded to urgent clinic around 10am and got tested. As the hours and minutes passed during the day, I was feeling worse and worse and still waiting for the results. I was able to get some help expediting the results and around 9pm across my patient portal there it was. Positive Covid-19 SARS. That feeling of your whole body going flush, yea that was me. After a couple of bad words, I went in and told my wife and daughter and we set up to formulate a plan.

 

Part 3 – Now What

Woke up drenched in sweat and chills all over. Starting to support a fever higher than normal. Yep, million-dollar question, now what? Spent the morning going over and discussing the treatment of Regeneron. Although I could not get ahold of my doctor yet I decided to make an appointment at 1015 to get it done. I went over to the Greek Orthodox church where they were giving the treatment. Place was clean and well organized. I got back to the nurse that was verifying all my information. Another nurse presented herself with 4 syringes. So, the process is to put one in back of each arm and one in each side about 8 inches above waist line. Then to make sure you do not have any reaction to the treatment they keep you for 1 hour. So, when I got back home, I grabbed a bite to eat and realized there was no flavor. Heard about this. My doctor had called in some medicine so I ask my wife to pick it up after work. Before you know it, I was out like a light. Woke up and felt like I just lost a 10-round fight with Mike Tyson. Ok maybe 30 second fight. Worked a little then after medicining up back to sleep. My medicine list was Nyquil, Dayquil, Antibiotic 10 days, Steroids, Nasal spray, cough drops, and lots water.

Part 4 – Saturday

Woke up so drenched in sweat you would think someone poured a bucket of water on me.  So here comes the dizziness, cough, fever. So as the day went on at first, I did not realize but was feeling worse as it did. By 5pm my forehead temperature peaked a 104.7 my oral temp was 102.9. Oh yeah, my sense of smell – gone. Once the dizziness slowed down, I decided to go take a shower to get my temp down. It worked good enough. Forehead was between 102-103 and oral went to 102.0. Slept as much of day as possible. Taste started to leave me but did not realize.

Part 5 – The next week

Sunday – Woke up again drenched in sweat, with chills. Got that under control and cough, fever, still rolling along. Don’t remember much about this day. Not a big surprise.

Monday – by now I feel like a stranger in my own house. Everyone avoiding me at all costs and when they are not, they look like they are trying to rob me (masks on). I know this is necessary for everyone’s best interest. No morning sweats this time but no sense of Smell, taste, and fever still around. Cough is setting up home don’t see it leaving anytime soon. Today was the day that I was coughing so hard for so long I felt like I could not breath. Call it a small panic attach or what, a Xanax helped fix that for now.

Tuesday – I got a dumb idea. Let’s work from home today!  So not a partial day but a full one. What was I thinking? So tired, weak, out of it. I was not being pressured to work, but needed to feel wanted, I guess. Didn’t do that again. Slept hard and long that night.

Wednesday – lets get smart…. Sleep equals quicker recovery. No work…. Fever broke today !!! what I mean by broke it is below 100 and does not go back up over 100 Oral and forehead. Fatigued and tired but doing ok.

Thursday, Friday, and Saturday – I group these days because they mirror each other. No work, sleep and improved fever. Somewhere along the way my voice is scratchy, still short of breath, cough, congestion. Stomach is starting to approve. Yes, it’s been a problem all along but didn’t include details.

Sunday – Day 10/11 of isolation. Makes me smile. I feel relieved, but I am not back 100% yes. I need to realize that. I don’t want to be anything but 100% now but that will still take weeks. So as of this Sunday I still can’t taste anything, smell anything, or talk without the rasp yet, but I can hug my daughter and wife.

Part 6 - Conclusion

I’m ending it here but its not over. I know that I am fortunate that it could be so much worse, and yet it was bad. I could not have done this without the support of my wife and daughter most of all. I scared the hell out of them but they helped me with what I needed and there’s no paying that back. My friends, coworkers, Facebook friends. These groups were always checking on me. I can’t single out really any person more then another because if they reached out only once meant so much, and the ones who reached out every day I needed that too. Also, all between.

I learned not to follow the masses. I have spent most the time since March 2020 wearing a mask when I go out, hand sanitizer, even after vaccination. About 3 months ago I stopped wearing a mask as much as I should. I feel somewhere, someone was a carrier and they and I did not know it and wala, I got it. I will continue to wear a mask as overkill, and will get a booster shot when its available. This is not any statement to say wear a mask. I decided to simply tell my story and what actually, physically happened to me. So, if I back away if you’re not vaccinated, or not wearing a mask don’t take it personally. I support your choice to not do those things, so don’t hate what I do that is also my choice.

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

My Year in Review

Ok...Time for me to once again share my thoughts over the last year.... Robin Williams was one of a
kind. He always made me laugh as he did for many. His last line in his last movie was "lets go, the sun is coming up"....Depression is real. I have it, and some my friends have it, and many others I know have it. Just because we don't show it doesn't make it fake. Don't act like it is something that you easily control, its not (ok...im done).... Ohio State football has been a joy, and a heartbreak... 1 more win?.... My family took me to see How To Train your dragon 2 for fathers day....loved the thought...(spoiler alert) the dragon who is the sons best friend kills his dad.... WTF..(LOL)... Had great time camping at Disney..... Enjoyed the Storm games with my extended family, harassing Alex, and getting tackled in the Coors light zone by former storm player Joe Hillis....Took home my 9th FFL championship.... Took Sara to see Motley Crew & Alice Cooper on the night before the first day of school....she experienced sleep deprivation, inappropriate behavior, and many other R rated stuff... She loved the concert though...How does a country lose a whole plane... still don't know if I believe we can't find it....had some great vacation, the flu, and wonderful purchase of new adjustable bed....Taki (cat) left us after 22 years...she will never be forgotten... love my family... my wife completes me and my daughter gives me a reason to work and try harder each day to be the best dad I can, even though she says I already am....

Saturday, June 28, 2014

Cartoon Death

Well it is halfway through 2014 and you have yet let me share with you some wisdom. I realized lately that Kids movies are not so much for kids "Spoiler Alert" In the new How to Train your Dragon we all get to witness the death of hiccups father only after he finds his mother. Not to mention that it is Toothless who is under a evil trance that kills him. This is a little extreme. I know I felt bad for the little girl behind us who was crying over the death of a cartoon father. Then I starting thinking back. Simba watched his father die in Lion King. The list goes on...
  • The Lion King - dad dies
  • Cinderella - mom is dead, dad dies
  • The Little Mermaid - mom dies
  • Beauty and the Beast - motherless
  • Bambi - mom dies
  • Finding Nemo - mom dies
  • Frozen - parents die
  • Sleeping Beauty - mom is dead, evil step-mom dies
  • this isn't even all of them. I guess we all have to go through this in our life, but in a kids movie. Shouldn't that be where we do not need so much reality...

    Sunday, December 22, 2013

    Year in Review - Part 1

    it time again...Yep my year in review from me. Sorry if this offends you but I am honest on my blog. First Sara and Mindy are still the light of my days. I do not know what I would do without them. Mindy is still cancer free for 18months now. Sara is an honor roll princess and much like me. To me that's good. Kali and King are doing great. Love those kids. Got to help some other family out this year the Jones's. They are dear friends and "Cherry" has a good home. Ohio State football. 24-1. Michigan State...At least it was not the smell from the north. Goodbye to a great coach Tim Marcum. You were a big part of Tampa Bay being arena football fans, and you should be honored and remembered by the Storm for that alone....
    Yes it am overweight...I know it...no need to tell me. I am sometimes too honest...sorry if it offended you, if that's not good enough then....
    Did not spend enough time at the movies or with my friends and family...that I will try harder in 2014... Go Lightning, Bengals, Reds, Rays, Storm, and first and foremost Buckeyes...

    I got no Problem

    Freedom of Speech – I have waited long enough before I weigh in on my opinion about Phil’s comments. As a Rev. myself (not too many know) it would be easy to say his comments were inappropriate and be done with it. But wait. Let’s stop here before I get too far ahead. Phil Robertson is a person on a reality show. He does not play a character. He is not an actor. He is from Louisiana in a time where beliefs were different and directed towards that decade of beliefs. Let us get this right. He was interviewed and said a lot of things that many did not agree with. That is his right. He is not an actor. Do I agree with what he said? Does that or should that matter to anyone? Will people stop reading what I post if I do agree? A&E needs to let it go. It’s a reality show based on an older man from old school. If you don’t like it I have the answer. Don’t watch the show. Also to answer the question for those that care, no I do not agree with everything Phil said, but I am going to watch the show. That’s my freedom of choice.

    Tuesday, June 4, 2013

    Believe and it Happens

    Sometime songs speak to you...this one did to me.
    True Believers - Darius Rucker

     .We settled in, and we settled down
    In this quiet little seaside town
    You were the rock i built my world around
    And life won't ever break it

    We are one heartbeat in the darkness
    We are one lasting answered prayer
    We are one unbroken promise
    And we are two true believers

    It wasn't easy gettin' here today
    Sometimes you stumbled, or i lost my way
    But every roadblock was a chance to say
    Take my hand, i'm here beside you

    We fought and made it through the toughest parts
    Now every day is one more chance to start
    To look around and see that where we are
    Is where we were trying to get to

    We are one heartbeat in the darkness
    We are one lasting answered prayer
    We are one unbroken promise
    And we are two true believers

    We are one before our God and heaven
    Oh, we are one when the going gets rough
    We are one now and forever
    We are one gig, one life, one flame

    We are one heartbeat in the darkness
    We are one lasting answered prayer
    We are one unbroken promise
    And we are two true believers
    Yeah, we are three true believers
     

    Tuesday, October 23, 2012

    2012 what a year, and its not over

    About this time of year i do a annual what happened? Since 2012 had so much this is part one of two. Let us begin...Goodbye JoPa...you were a he** of a coach, but not observant enough...Cancer Sucks...That one came out of nowhere...what the ??? ... and no there is no good cancer, does the level of nervousness change...Heck no... she is strong and so are we... Sara is a beacon of light everyday... What would i do without her... Baseball stunk again...Reds can't finish what they start and Rays cant start when they need too... Don't get me started  on the Bengals... Which joker will be president...Door # 3 please... Kali and King get married and i get the honor of performing the ceremony... she is still my little godchild... Sara is my little princess, angel and beautiful little girl... i am proud of her everyday.... yes, my weight keeps going up and down, dealing with it.... Grandparents in a safe place, but the "Nightmare at the Condo" lives on... NHL needs to stop fighting off the ice...Grow up... so you get 4 million instead of 5... poor baby....NFL refs strike, who cares...replacements made the same bad calls.... finally, i am stressed and no you can't help.... by the way, Sara is good, Mindy is fine....maybe ask about me once in a while. More to come...

    Sunday, July 22, 2012

    Movie's need to stay Movie's

    Don't let actions of one person ruin what is a fun activity. It is hard to put what i feel in words but i will do my best.... It really make me upset that a comic book character was turned into a real threat. We all enjoy the movies and there realistic displays of a mythical world. Now it turned too real. I enjoy going to movies as all that know me can tell you, and now i have to set and be concern that someone may take it to far and turn a fantasy world to reality. I do not feel that i can be comfortable in a theater and may not for awhile, but i refuse to let it stop me to go to the movies. It just shows that today we live in a world where nowhere is completely safe. Don't let these actions ruin your experience to relax and enjoy a movie. I am going to try, cautiously, but try to enjoy a movie.

    Friday, March 16, 2012

    43 lbs

    It has been 2 months and 43 lbs less since i posted a blog. Yes i have lost 43 lbs. I feel better. I look better. And i feel healthier then i have in years. I am not completly there yet, so cheer me on and help me get to my goal...i am half way there.

    Wednesday, November 30, 2011

    "Yea i said that also in 2011"



    My blog is now 2 years old and i am making this an annual tradition now as long as i have your attention, who am i kidding- even if i don't i will rant. I just want to sum up 2011 in what i seen and how i felt...in no particular order...Alshiemers Sucks, you can't do anything and you still feel that you can...What a wonderful trip to Ohio, Penn to see Phil, and DC especially the "Horseshoe" and "Hollowed grounds at Arlington"... Almost arrested at Penn State when we tried to park where Oboma was suppose to park (long funny story).... on that note, the low end of PSU, Jo Pa how could you, an icon-roll model coach and school, not suppose to happen... Boeheim - see Jo Pa...gas prices still suck... Modern Family, Big Bang Theory, and CSI with Ted Danson is great TV... Haven't talked to ex-relative in over a year, and it feels good...Sara has lost 2 teeth and counting, still hears the tooth fairy bell ring when they come (see other post)... Finally going to do something about my weight, but no still don't care if you though i should a long time ago (but am glad you care)... My heart is in good working order, i think Mindy and Sara help that out... Bengals Rock ... Reds still struggle... Luke Finkel - dude, you did a great job-nothing to be ashamed of...Buckeye's basketball is just awesome... I still love my Wife, my daughter, Kali, Ryley, my parents, more then anything else and many friends...Saturday Movies with Sara is still the best medicine for after on call week relief... Not sure what i did before my wife and daughter, but now i can survive anything.

    Don't worry... i have much more to share and will keep blogging no matter what. So please take the time to walk with me and please don't take anything personally. I'm not that guy.

    Wednesday, October 12, 2011

    Tooth Faries?

    Weeks, and weeks went on and it seemed like it would never happen. I tried to convince her to do it herself, even offered to do it for her, but i knew i could not. Yes our first tooth did not want to come out. Finally i picked her up at school one day and yes...this tooth which was as small as a match tip was wadded up in a school paper towel.
    The fun begins. Let us prepare this for the tooth fairy...Sara says "Daddy, what does the tooth fairy look like?" I tell her" well no one has actually ever seen the tooth fairy for sure. We do not know what he or she looks like"

    So she now has a mission. "i am going to see. i will be the first" ok...no problem

    So the morning after the tooth was placed under the pillow and replaced by four dollars i got the scoop. Yes the details of the tooth fairy which i can only quote to the best of my knowledge were as follows: " Daddy, i seen the tooth fairies"...."tooth fairies" i say. "Yes, there were five of them all with little wings. They were only about 3 inches tall 2 were boys and 3 were girls. One took the tooth and the other four each had a dollar they put under my pillow. They rang their bell and then they were gone" "Wow" i said..."did they see you look" "Nope, i had only one eye open".

    I wish we all still had a little of a childs imagination. Priceless.

    Monday, August 8, 2011

    Just Fishin'

    Looking at what my 18yr old little girl has become, and getting to do it all this time with my little 6 year old princess the words to this song ring out strong. This is dedicated to my girls, especialy Sara on her 6th birthday. Love you Bear.


    Just Fishin' - Trace Adkins
    I'm lost with her there holding that pink rod and reel.
    She's doing almost everything but sitting still.
    Talkin' 'bout her ballet shoes and training wheels..and her kittens.
    And she thinks we're just fishin'.
    I say "Daddy loves you, baby" one more time.
    She says, "I know, I think I've got a bite."
    And all this laughing, crying, smiling, dying here inside is what I call living.
    And she thinks we're just fishin' by the riverside, throwing back what we could fry, drowning worms and killing time.
    Nothing too ambitious.
    She ain't even thinkin' 'bout what's really going on right now but I guarantee this memory's a big'un.
    And she thinks were just fishin'
    She's already pretty like her mama is.
    Gonna drive the boys all crazy, give her daddy fits.
    And I better do this every chance I get cause time is tickin' (yeah it is)
    And she thinks we're just fishin' by the riverside, throwing back what we could fry, drowning worms and killing time.
    Nothing too ambitious.
    She ain't even thinkin' 'bout what's really going on right now but I guarantee this memory's a big'un.
    And she thinks we're just fishin'.
    She ain't even thinking bout what's really going on right now but i guarantee this memory's a big'un.
    And she thinks we're just fishin'.
    Yeah
    Ohh she thinks we're just fishin'.
    We ain't just fishin'.
    This ain't about fishin'.